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Simple enough to say, and a rather fitting word. The physiological and psychological descent from total consciousness to the relaxing, uninhibited plane that is sub-space was mind-blowing — indeed, mind-expanding — especially the first time it happened. Like most new submissives, I realized I was on to something and began a pursuit of this state of being that engulfed most of my weekends and my free time thoughts. I could take the fantasies one step further. In subspace, I could let myself go altogether — become totally engrossed in a shameless display of wanton sexuality in the midst of a meditative state of relaxation, and do so with the blessing, the approval and the encouragement of those around me.

I remember playing with Master Stern before i became His slave, and with the first strike of the flogger, I was bdsm slave play subspace. While I would like to credit His flawless skill, in that instance, it was obvious that the need for outside stimulation began to decline the more often subspace was obtained.

My first encounter with slavespace was during a period of isolation in a small closet where I stood in the dark at attention for nearly an hour. It was the bdsm slave play period of time I had been isolated up to that point. Some of my former Dominant play partners issued punishments of standing in the corner or isolation, but they usually lasted no more than ten minutes or so, and were seriously lacking in effectiveness.

I went through several emotional stages during the hour. At first I whimpered and felt sorry for myself. After approximately 20 minutes had passed, I began to worry that He might not —. I had a short conversation with myself about opening the door and just walking out, but i put the thought aside. I am sure if I had done so, I would have been placed right back where I started, and the clock would have begun again at zero. At one point, when the position of attention was becoming uncomfortable, I began whimpering again.

It was a calculated move on my part. I hoped that discomfort could be heard through the door assuming Master Stern was even in the roomand He would stop the torture that was causing me no sexual excitement at all. With almost instant clarity, I recognized that no part of the punishment was undeserved, and I became ashamed of my behavior. More than anything, I wished I could leave the closet and make a tearful apology to Master Stern and beg His forgiveness. For quite some time, I was amazed that isolation or corner time, or being placed in a certain position could create such a response.

I marveled at this for months, and was always grateful for the opportunity to be punished in such a way. My hour in the closet seemed protracted, because within several minutes, I had already reached the emotional state of taking responsibility for my actions. I understood the necessity of the punishment, no longer felt sorry for myself, and tried to focus all my energy on holding a proper form despite no one looking and keeping my mind in focus.

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Instead, I was able to form in my mind a proper apology, one that befit a slave who understood why she was being punished. A long story, and one that boils down to a different form of space; one in which the slave in me is evident in action and attitude.

In slavespace I think of nothing but my Master.

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As with subspace, the ability to achieve slavespace becomes easier as time goes on. The difference between the bdsm slave play is what I consider most important. Subspace is a pleasurable place in which I am focused on my own reactions and my own good feelings.

In subspace I am not considering my Master at all, but am putting all my energy into the altered state of pleasure. It is undoubtedly a fabulous place to be. In slavespace, on the other hand, none of the focus is on me. It is all on my Master. It is a place in which I can obey and serve with a sense of contentment as pleasurable mentally as subspace is physically. While both states function on physiological and pychological levels, subspace is more a product of the physical and slave space more dependent upon the psychological. Further, subspace allows acceptance physical and emotional freedom; slave space allows acceptance of the opposite.

Its purpose is to provide a pleasurable experience for the submissive. It is, indeed, that, but at best, subspace is a temporary condition; its long-lasting effects are mostly reflective. The most intense portions of subspace last only as long as the scene, whereas slavespace promotes a far more long-lasting effect.

Subspace produces physical and emotional joy, slavespace produces contentment and fulfillment — perhaps not as emotionally charged, but somehow better in the long run. I am not yet capable of placing myself into slavespace as easily as I can subspace, but I no longer need punishment or isolation to get there. I hope that as my training continues, slavespace becomes more and more accessible, and I will be able to retain it for even longer periods of time.

I now think of subspace as a reward my Master gives me on occasion.

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After approximately 20 minutes had passed, I began to worry that He might not — that He might actually have taken seriously the discussion we had regarding consistency, and I panicked. Author: yielding slave to Master Stern If anyone knows where slave yielding is please have her contact me or give me her address.

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